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Hi!! I’m back!! I just fully stopped writing for a little bit, I’m not really sure why, but I’m back cause I was not about to ruin my streak of posting every month. I actually really like this one though, it’s softer than most of my stuff but still a little bit heartbreaking. Like me!! Bad joke, bad joke. Anyways… this is welcome. It was originally prose but then I chopped it up and I’m… not sure if I like it better? But it exists so… here!


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I think you’re doing something wrong.
I left and found hands softer than yours, air
lighter than the kind I’ve become accustomed to
choking into my lungs.
They’re loud, you know, but
not like you. Their house sparkles with the messiness of relearning
to love,
of fixing cracks so they don’t show
in someone else’s porcelain. The silence
is never angrier than the person,
and my head had misplaced its smog before
I came back into your arms.
Welcome,
welcome, you say.
Welcome back
home.
I look down at my stinging hands.
I think I’m doing something wrong.

Someday

Hey look it’s the other song I promised! I really like this one I think, I liked it more once my friend told me she really liked it. It’s way more uplifting than most of the stuff on here, also on capo 2, enjoy!


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C G
Little things, it started out with little things
F
It was a little word here or there, apologize and clear the air
C
It’s fine

C G
I’m too much, too much or maybe not enough
F
Ooh I’d stay I learnt to hide away, always watching what I say
C
In line

F C
And I know it shouldn’t be this way
G
Always waiting for my turn, god I guess I’ll never learn
F C
I know I’ll laugh the words away
G
Cause some day

F G
I’m gonna leave and paint my walls with love
C F
I’m gonna like the person I become
F G
I’m gonna learn that I can take up space
C
Oh I’ll wait
F
I’ll wait
Someday
F G
I’ll take a breath and I’ll deserve the air
C F
I’ll live my life, won’t bite my cheek or try to care
F G
I’m gonna live a life I won’t escape
C
Oh I’ll wait
F
I’ll wait
For someday

C G
Days gone by, counting days until goodbye
F
Go through the motions I’ll put up my hair, take a breath pretend it’s fair
C
It’s not

F C
And I know it shouldn’t be this way
G
Always waiting for my turn, god I guess I’ll never learn
F C
I know I’ll laugh the words away
G
Cause some day

F G
I’m gonna leave and paint my walls with love
C F
I’m gonna like the person I become
F G
I’m gonna learn that I can take up space
C
Oh I’ll wait
F
I’ll wait
Someday
F G
I’ll take a breath and I’ll deserve the air
C F
I’ll live my life, won’t bite my cheek or try to care
F G
I’m gonna live a life I won’t escape
C
Oh I’ll wait
F
I’ll wait
For someday

Am G
I’ll laugh away the words I didn’t hear
F
I take a breath and wish the future nearer
Am G
I’ll close my eyes and count the days
F
I’ll wait
For someday