Hello!! I wrote this SO FAST but hopefully you guys like it! I think I do, but at the moment I am rushing to make sure it actually uploads in time so sorry for the short preface!!!

This is my name; it’s barely mine.
This is my house; a place I’ve run from.
This is my body; not that I’ve ever let it feel
like mine.
You are good. You are
good and soft and
happy at the worst of times. I have lost
the love you seek, and I’m
So Sorry,
I must have misplaced
it or dropped
it, maybe it shrunk
in the wash but
I swear I didn’t mean it.
I didn’t mean to.
This is loneliness; something I’ve broken in.
This is tiredness; and it’s broken me, in.
This is nothing new; I am nothing new.
There’s nothing here for you.
I’ve forgotten how to feel,
I think.
It keeps moving further
and further away and
I don’t feel
like following it
anymore.
I don’t feel like anything, anymore.
I’m sorry I don’t feel anything anymore.
This is giving up; I never got going.
This is a mess; as am I.
This is an apology. That’s all.