Hello hello I have very little to say except that I hope you all enjoy!!

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I feel like I’ve lost my ability to write, like nothing that spills out of me is a truth I want to put out into the world. Yes, I am angry, but I am also deeply, horribly sad. Yes, I am lonely, but I am also learning what real love feels like, and it tastes sweeter than the honey you coat my lips in. I am afraid of bringing more pain onto this soil, but I feel like I have breathed in enough smoke to light a fire of my own, if only just to keep myself warm. I think I deserve to be warm. This is a poem about confusion. There is no one word I could say that would sum up the insanity of existing in this moment, but I am trying. I’m trying. 

I’ll keep trying.